my friend

…i have this friend…an i'll call her my lithium….here's why…

i've known her even before i knew who i was..i guess she was the one who made me realize i was breathing after all…all along i thought i was just a piece of crap drifting in oblivion..living within the confines of myself, building walls instead of bridges…well, surprise! surprise!…she climbed my wall and bungeejumped right into my doorstep…my bestfriend.

i've always been manic…doing this, doing that..going there,then back here…starting something and then defies all signs of fatigue and burn out just to get things done….well, that was before i met her…cz now i've learned to stop and say…i could do this some other day…why?…coz it pays to have a lithium by your side.

patience is a virtue…so they say.

…its a very busy day…for me that is …..

tasks to be done…duties to fulfill…bridges to cross..fears to conquer.

i've always thought of myself as an achiever, a perfectionist in every way but then sometimes truth hits you in the face like a train running over doomed car…im only human…and humans..with all our weaknesses, fragility and sheer stupidity…are prone to mistakes and to put it more bluntly…failure.

but inspite of all this,ive learned to be patient with what i have, what i am and what i will be…

Patience is a virtue…so they say.

post enclex…whew!

this is my first  entry…kinda obvious..right?…well…anyway,i've finally decided to have a blog..after so many careful considerations and deep thought..which took me at least 10 minutes..here i am..sharing my vision and mission to the world…be sane everyone,whatever it takes..hold on to that sanity!…well,that's more of a plea than an advice…believe me, it's worth it….chill.

 So i just had my Nclex-RN…i survived…gudluck to the rest of you…what can i say?..whew!…ok,let me say that again…louder this time…WHEW!!!…you get the point guys…nothing more to say…

its soo not good to be a perfectionist…its more of a disease than a trait…dont you think so?…chill.