student nurse

…nursing wasn’t really my first choice in college…i wanted to be an artist..a sucessfull lawyer..an accountant..a fashion icon…a chef..hell, even a dressmaker!.. anything would do except being in the medical field…i can’t stand blood, gore, vomitus, especially mutilated limbs and communicable diseases…

…i don’t know what happened though…i ended up taking up Bachelor of Science in Nursing…God help my soul.

during my first two years in college..i had fun…that was easy..everything was so predictable…lectures, assignments, projects…typical college life…

on my third year…things started turning 360 degrees towards insanity…we were about to start our hospital duties…

but before that…we had to have proper gear…like soldiers donning their uniforms and guns for war..we had to wear stupid aprons( did nightingale wear an apron at the Crimean War?) and stethoscopes without bullets( i’d really like to shoot those toxic CI’s and head nurses if given the chance…with stethoscopes? what the hell…)….

and so came my first shooting day…er..duty day …..one word…QUIT.

…while you still can.

( to be continued………………..)????

pushed, pulled, dragged and beaten..

…haven’t heard from me since i started my training program…

well, here i am guys…still alive…pushed, pulled, dragged, beaten…but alive…

when i started this blog i said to myself i’d tell the world of my experiences…but then again i realized..who cares..the world already has a lot of problems on its own…i guess my ‘harrowing"? experiences won’t really matter…but you know what, i feel like telling it anyway….so what…

so..here’s the hard part..what would i say?…where do i start?…i don’t want to talk about my childhood…its too typical (dolls, ribbons, lollipops…ew); i also don’t want to talk about my dreams and wishes…they’re unattainable anyway ( climb Mt. Everest, win a million dollars, marry josh hartnett….sigh); and i don’t want to talk about my lovelife most especially…its uncomplicatedly complicated( what have i gotten myself into…whew)….anyway, i’ve finally decided to talk about something familiarly different…my medical life..my hospital rendevous’…my real life encounters with…life.

buckle up guys…i’m about to get you into the world of real life dramas..